I feel like I'm becoming a Butterly or a golden bee. My smile's like razorblades: When I smile It cuts bloody deep. My body's on the magazine, My face on the TV, My voice on the radio. That's me in my dream. When I open my eyes I see I'm a piece of shit!
A worthless coward! A vapid whore! A moral-less refugee Covered in sores! A blithering sea cow Lost in its dreams! Nobody likes me, yeah! Nobody likes me at all! Nobody likes me, yeah!
Wet, blue world fills me up- I find I'm deep inside. Waves crash and I breathe water, But I haven't died! I won't come up.. I won't come up for air! I won't come up.. I won't come up for air!
And beneath the waves, I hide my head in darker water And nobody sees. I cut myself- Hope to draw you in, But even the sharks pass by; Someone please explain. All alone I'm growing colder. Laughter like cancer over my shoulder. Mirrors like hatchets to the world of my face. You know I'm a complete.. I'm a complete disgrace!
I'm not a manatee! I'm not a manatee! Just leave me alone! Just leave me alone!
And beneath the sea, I give up and I descend And I'm finally free!
And in the end... Wet, blue world fills me up- Fills me deep inside. Waves crash and I breathe water, But I haven't died!
Never! With a furious poison in my heart, Will I return from the darker waters? I let the tide tear me apart! Never! With a furious poison in my veins, Will I return from the darker waters? I'll hold my breath and wait for change!
I die- It's a suicide. My body swallowed by a big blue violence And into the endless tide.
I won't come up! I won't come up! I won't come up for air tonight. I won't come up! I won't come up! I won't come up for air tonight.
Cold And all alone, I held my own But now I give up!