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As i fall deeper into a manic state I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict traits Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate I seem to gravitate to the bottle of night quil then i salivate . Start off with the night quil like i think I'll just have a taste Couple sips of that then i gradually graduate Too a harder prescription drug called valium like ya that's great I go to take just one and i end up like having eight Now i need something in my stomach cuz i haven't ate Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and i'll have a steak And you'd think with all i have at stake Look at my daughters face.... Mommy somethings is wrong with dad i think He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me And all he does is eat dorritos and cheetos And he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat
Chorus Sometimes i feel so alone, I just dont know ,feels like i been down this road before, So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as i go home and close the door, kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do, But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know thats a lie cuz i dont and why i just dont know.....
Maybe just a nice cold brew what's a beer Thats the devil in my ear i been sober a fuckin year And that fucker still talks to me he is all i can fuckin hear Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers And maybe if i just drink half i'll be halfed buzzed for half of the time Who's that mastermind behind that little line With that kind of rational man i got half a mind Too have another half of glass of wine sound acinine Ya i know But i never had no problem with alcohol Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall I missed the couch and down i go looking like a bouncing ball Shit must have knocked me out cuz i aint feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night where am i Man fuck am i hungover and god damn i got a head ache Shit half a vicodin why cant i ? " All systems ready for take off please stand by "
Chorus Sometimes i feel so alone, I just dont know ,feels like i been down this road before, So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as i go home and close the door, kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do, But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know thats a lie cuz i dont and why i just dont know.....
So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh A couple weeks go by it aint even like im getting high now i need it just not to feel sick ya im getting by Wouldn't even be taking this shit if deshaun didn't die Oh ya theres an excuse you lose proof so you use There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin you to get through It's twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze What else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes now here i am 3 months later full blown relapse Just get high untill the kids get home from two homes relax And since im convinced that im in-somniac I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take 3 naps Just to be able to function throughout the day lets see That's an ambian each nap how many valium 3 And that will average out to about one good hours sleep Ok so now you see the reason how come he Has taken 4 years just too put out an album b See me and you we almost had th