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Hi. I am writing to nowhere, to noone, just to the idea of you that is in my head.
Cause I, I sleep better thinking that you don't exist anymore and that you don't see all of these stupid decisions I make in my life.
Since you left, I have nothing to guide me through ocean of lies and deceit. And it was much better when you used to tell me what's right and what's wrong.
But then, then you left and I feel that you did this on purpose so I wouldn't be a pathetic small shell of a giant you saw in me. And if that is true, then I'm sorry, mom.
I'm sorry that this is a sacrifice you had to make to make me a son as good as you deserved. 'Cause I never deserved you as mother. That's why you were taken away. I will never believe that you just got tired and burned, burned away like a candle that you can light in church in the name of someone's health. But if that is what actually happened, I'm sorry, mom.
And I'm sorry for not giving you a single tear on your funeral, but I still feel the weight of your coffin, I still feel the wood in my hands. And as now you're only a part of my brain, let's consider this shitty soliloquy just my pathetic self-indulgence. You'll live in my head, 'cause I can't believe you're gone.
I don't believe in god,
I said, I don't believe in god,
I said, I don't believe in god,
I said, I can't believe you're gone.
And if that makes you sad, I'm sorry, mom.

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