I'm a little nutty and I know it but if you go back and take a look at my history You will see that I'm not the only one that's off his rocker, there were many before me I was always there with a black sheet, with a feeling, "What a bad seed I grow to be." But if you take a look at us now, you'll see that the apple didn't fall too far from the tree
Haha, haha, haha, haha Alright look, I'ma tell you the story from my side maybe you'll understand, check it out
You done witnessed unexplainable shit too insane to explain, people run from what they just don't get maybe Shady should of just hit 'em with a little bit did I speak too soon, should I have spoon fed 'em it but I was just so eager, to prove I was even worth being in the same league or the room of the people of whom I was in everynow and then, I look up like I was seekin' approval was it because of the pigment on my skin or was it the figment of my imagination maybe it bothered me more then it did them maybe it wasn't a big deal back then but to me it was, see what it was, was I had developed a complex from being judged Proof spit his verse, so I'm next let's see who busts(?), I'm in the boothes starin' back to see who's I get a reaction from usually the first one was from Proof and the rest of the crew backed him up and no one lied to each other cause none of us had deals, it was real we just wanted tickets for that meal
Sometimes I feel like it's just me Sometimes I feel like I'm goin' crazy But take a look at my family Cause the apple don't fall too far from the tree I said... Sometimes I feel like it's just me Sometimes I feel like I'm goin' crazy But take a look at my family Cause the apple don't fall too far from the tree
Ever since my mother was pregnant with a second egg cause she said that I had a baby sister who fell outta the window I was too young to remember Kansas City projects, I was like 5-6 and how come, I don't remember Malcolm, Isaac, and Boogy(?) if it was the projects in Missouri cause those were my best friends, until Isaac took my tricycle, and my Uncle Todd went to try to go get it back and ended up gettin' jumped, and cut in the cut(?) with a switch and 70 some stitches wishes, to this day, when my mother still tries to show me some more fake pictures, of a fictitious little sister who never existed and this is why part of my life is so twisted but I can never be as sick as that bitch is and by the way that picture is one of my relatives
You probably have to peel back layers upon layers of pain to see why everything I say is so insane what's different about my brain that seperates me, from other players in this game on the surface it may seem like a scheme or some sort of scam for me to get some damn sympathy but that's the last thing I need, is for people to walk around feelin' sorry for me and I am not a G, never claimed to be, I gave my best to Cashis, this whole P don't need 'em more than me but will it see, cause we ain't lookin' for beef but if it comes our way... what do we turn the other cheek? Come on...
Ha, yeah and I'm the crazy one right? whatever! then let me be the crazy one! (bunch of baby lip hitting shit) haha COOKOOO (like a tweety bird) COOKOOO TWEEET (he's predicting the creation of Twitter right here....) haha