I ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages I fall in love then complicate it yeah, you know the feeling without much hope just blind ambition pretending that there's nothing missing I always kept believing that... more, I thought if I had more I wouldn't get so bored but everything just left me empty love walking in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more when I don't trust myself life really sucks and...
[chorus:] first time I did it but I didn't do it last time, that's when I really blew it this time I'm gonna do it different 'cause I know, I know, I know... if I put everything I have into it eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me
I'm just trying to be creative but everyone's so opinionated wanna tell me what I'm feeling 'cause one man's junks another's treasure when it's done it's hard to measure or keep on believing that... more, if only I had more, I wouldn't get so bored but I know it's gonna leave me empty life, walking in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more when I don't trust myself I'm gonna get stuck and...
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'cause I don't want to live my life wondering if only I would've, I should've, I could've... but I didn't 'cause I only blame myself again...
first time I thought it but I didn't do it last time, that's when I really blew it so this time, this time, this time... if I put everything I have into it eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me