I've been waiting for so long, but now scared of start It's first time in my life when the best way's - to depart, 'cause anything I do is done to hurt you But you deserve it, I swear, u deserve it! Drive me crazy, make me mad Freak out - and still self-defend Holy-hellish brother-lover Sober-minded, eyed-ab(s)cent Even if I run away, riding hundred-miles-per-hour Can't escape from myself, break in, return power Who, the fuck, you R (bite my heart - eat my brain) Why so close? Why so far? (Repeat again 'n again) I am tired to death (but I have to abstain) There's your hate bleeding out of your soul: of my vein.