I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away but I remember everything
What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears You are someone else I am still right here
What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way