Yo, I can't sing - I feel like singing I want to fuckin sing Cause I'm happy - yeah, I'm happy, haha! I got my baby back Yo, check it out...
Somedays I sit, starin out the window Watchin this world pass me by Sometimes I think, there's nothin to live for I almost break down and cry Sometimes I think I'm crazy I'm crazy, oh so crazy!! Why am I here? Am I just wastin my time?! But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy!! It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Cause sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cause sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me
My baby girl, keeps gettin older I watch her grow up with pride People make jokes, cause they don't understand me They just don't see my real side I act like shit don't phase me inside it drives me crazy!! My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy!! It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Cause sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cause sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me
Man if I could sing, I'd keep singin this song to my daughter If I could hit the notes, I'd blow somethin as long as my father to show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mom didn't {abort her} Now you probably get this picture from my public persona that I'ma pistol packin drug addict who bags on his mama But I wanna to just take this time out to be perfectly honest cause there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul And just know that I grow colder the older I grow This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is breakin Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations? Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself but I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin hell But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else But the years that I've wasted is nothin to the tears that I've tasted So here's what I'm facin - three felonies, six years of probation I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman I've taken bats to people's backs, bent over backwards for this woman Man, I should have seen it comin, what'd I stick my penis up in? Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up if I'da seen what she was fuckin But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie So sayonara, try tommorrow, nice to know ya Our baby's traveled back to the arms of her rightful owner And suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades have just shifted It's like the greatest gift you can get, the weight has been lifted
And now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cause my baby knows that her daddy's a soldier Nothing can take her from me
Wooo! Told you I can't sing Oh well, I tried Hailie, remember when I said, if you ever need anything Daddy would be right there? Guess what? Daddy's here, and I ain't going nowhere baby I love you {*smooch*}