Guys, do I write shitty music? Be honest, I'm not a sissy and I'm too cynical to be ever offended. The point is that whatever I do, people just don't listen. No plays, no reaction, no shit. I mean, I somehow spin around quite a wide audience from different with different types of stuff all linked to one monicker, yet people don't give a fuck. I mean, yes, there is a group of people that I'm connected with, and it's a good tone to support each other, and I actually love what those guys are doing. But in general there is no feedback, no any support or non-commercial promo. Sometimes (about two times a year) I recieve some messages from guys I don't even know who tell that they made promo of my tracks on their channels on YouTube or just included some of my tracks to their mixes. And that's it. Not that I do give a shit about fame or something, but I just don't understand if it's just people who ignore things are too hard on their own social media profiles, or my music is just shitty.
I never took my music for some kind of thing for monetization and success, I just create because there's something inside of me that wants to be released in some art form. But it's also about to be able to touch some people's strings empathically, you just want to give people some beauty and food for thoughts, and people seem not giving a single fuck about that. I believe that the mission of any musician is not to get rich and famous but to grow the best feelings in his audience. But what to do with that attitude when nobody gives a shit, I don't know... One man said a great thing recently: "Nowadays you get millions of fans if you whack your head on a mail box on video, but nobody gives a shit if you release a good music album".