Sleepless in the night I try to lose my faith in you Saying to myself You can't be the right one for me
And now that you are gone I finally get a taste of freedom Only problem is I don't really want to be free
I don't want to be abandoned I don't want to curse your name I don't want to feel the sadness Pretending that I'm still the same I don't want to burn your letters I don't want to face the truth I don't want to be abandoned I don't want to waste my youth
You tried to suffocate with your pretence And I believed in this shallow romance I ran from cover but I couldn't hide And still you try to get me to abide
You scratched me like a perfume ad Erasing all the feelings that I had And all the time you face this loneliness Cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess
I don't want to be abandoned I don't want to curse your name I don't want to feel the sadness Pretending that I'm still the same I don't want to burn your letters I don't want to face the truth I don't want to be abandoned I don't want to waste my youth