I thought that you were driving, but you've given me the wheel There's rain clouds out there, that you don't wanna feel Your anger's like a razor blade, it's just too bloody real I thought that you would be here, no I just don't get it Hey I also feel things more than I should I don't relax very often, as often as I could I worry how the whole thing looks, it doesn't look good But I thought that you would be here, no I just don't get it And being clear gets too much for me, just like it does for you Even though I want to, I want to, I don't I don't feel like calming down, no I don't I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful, right here it's beautiful I came all this way to be with you, and you're already gone If I was a good friend, I could right this wrong I'd kick away your crutches, make you walk on your own I really thought you'd be here, I just don't get it Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole, I could go down with you Even though I want to, I want to, I won't I don't feel like calming down, no I don't I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing It's beautiful I'm a willow tree, you can't blow me over And my roots go deep in anger I wanna feel the wind as it whips me like a prisoner I wanna be here I wanna be here I don't feel like calming down, no I don't I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down, so I sit here in this Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful, this life is beautiful It is