How did this happen to me? I guess I'm to blame I'm laying faced down on the pavement and I'm full of pain I just refuse to see My mind is Anarchy Anticipating and debating what is left for me I am a liar I am no model figure I am a monster And I am ashamed Call me the Devil My name is what you prefer I come on shameless But I am ashamed I am ashamed I look for help Can't find it anywhere My own reflection is the one sight that I cannot bear Look to the sky and find Even the heavens cry Anticipating and debating what is left to life I am a liar I am no model figure I am a monster And I am ashamed Call me the Devil My name is what you prefer I come on shameless But I am ashamed I am ashamed I am a liar I am no model figure I am a monster And I am ashamed Call me the Devil My name is what you prefer I come on shameless But I am ashamed I am ashamed I am a liar I am no model figure I am a monster And I am ashamed Call me the Devil My name is what you prefer I come on shameless But I am ashamed I am ashamed