I remember now but I still have my doubts I think it's gonna be today Everybody came but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight, no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way?
I don't know what's wrong It's like I'm too far gone It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart Just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way
Freedom in a cage, no sun and too much rage I don't know how much I can take (I don't know how much I can take) Push it down inside but it knows just where I hide I know that normal's hard to fake (I know that normal's hard to fake)
Bleeding into life, it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me into this (Slowly turning me into this) Why does it have to be like this?
I don't know what's wrong It's like I'm too far gone It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart Just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way
I don't know what's wrong It's like I'm too far gone It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart Just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way
I lost again today I lost again today (I lost again today) I lost again (I lost again today)
I don't know what's wrong It's like I'm too far gone It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart Just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way
Living with a curse Sometimes it's even worse It slowly kills me everyday
Something I despise Is gonna take my life I guess I'll try again today