Story of my life searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong really loves my company He's more than a man and this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue The coulds are rollin' in because I'm gone again and to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't want to do this anymore I don't want to be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't want to hurt him anymore I don't want to take away his life I don't want to be... a murderer
I feel it in the air as I'm doin' my hair preparing for another day A kiss upon my cheek as he reluctantly as if I'm gonna be out late I say \"I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls.\" A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go and we know it very well
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't want to do this anymore I don't want to be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't want to hurt him anymore I don't want to take away his life I don't want to be... a murderer
Our love his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't want to do this anymore
And I don't want to do this anymore I don't want to be the reason why And everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't want to hurt him anymore I don't want to take away his life I don't want to be... a murderer - oh