I’m trying to think over every next step Afraid to make a mistake I am sitting and biting my nails. I’m so tired to be afraid of future Don’t want to miss a chance I am sick of that. Sometimes I begin to think I can control everything, I hold the situation in my hands, I know what I need But what a bosh! You wake me up, God. It’s not a big deal for You to show me that I’m nothing without You. With my head in my hands I’m on my knees Praying: Lord, give me wisdom, but You say to me: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not your own understanding. In all your way acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight”. I hear You clear and I know Your will. I’ve found that I’m nothing without You.