I sense a kiss it's coming on I sense the rift between us my fault I pray for something a quick demise something to substitute a restless mind call the doctors call the gods you can't call anyone to save me now weak is the one who crawls lives life behind a wall the only question here is Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel
Is this what's left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this what's left of me what's left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred
Is this what's left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this what's left of me what's left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred
Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel
Your own emotions can be your greatest enemy
I am the cancer I am the cause I am the devil sitting on my left shoulder in this regression I'm looking for just some attention so don't keep me waiting without direction spread the fault searching for something just a little less caustic for him to sing this song seems like for just too long I'll follow them and wonder Why can't I ever feel
Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel
I'm quite happy living my life this way too fucked up to care anymore we've all come from one commiserating we just want to feel anything
Is this what's left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this what's left of me what's left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred
Is this what's left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this what's left of me what's left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred