Spending our nights moshing, breathing smoke others exhaled. Oh I wish they could see instead of thinking we failed. In time we'll all die and rest in peace with all the others. I'll see you up there. (In time I will see you. Maybe that's not true. In time I won't miss you. I know that isn't true. Friends and family comfort me, Say that time spent in this lacuna Is nothing compared to an eternity. I know mine will be lackadaisical, painful, Bereft of those loved by me and gone before me. Well, I guess we'll all die some day. I told myself not to hurt. I told my self not to hurt, But i do more than You could ever know.