[Verse 1] She confesses, I listen I pretend to be attentive with the tension Take the words from your mouth I hear a sound but only moaning comes out She says it's just this one time, it's not the tenth time I know there's someone waiting for you all night But I'm not perfect and you're not finished I'll be your mister, you can always be my mistress I mix my vices with vice It makes the devil on my shoulder seem nice She's playing princess, no lie I won't stop her, you can save it, I tried
[Hook] I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some You know I will, you know I will She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right You know I will, you know I will I'm just a lover, her favourite colour Knees may be too weak, but I'm not the one I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done You know I will, you know I will
[Verse 2] Another Xanax, I'm stumbling Another Rosé But I had to with a tourniquet When her friend's here and she's watching So she begs me for that one thing I feel the temperature rise And she's hating and she's loving the ride Heat up every position we tried She gives it twice because I'm such a nice guy
[Hook] I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some You know I will, you know I will She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right You know I will, you know I will I'm just a lover, her favourite colour Knees may be too weak, but I'm not the one I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done You know I will, you know I will
[Bridge] Fine breaks, it's time And always waiting outside Then it comes to an end and I see you again If you want it, yeah you want it Girl I know you think this is love It's obvious you can't get enough When the drugs wear off, then we're both undone It's the best night of your life, we won't tell anyone I know you think this is love And I know you can't get enough
[Hook] I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some You know I will, you know I will She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right You know I will, you know I will I'm just a lover, her favourite colour Knees may be too weak, but I'm not the one I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done You know I will, you know I will
[Verse 3: Jon Connor] [?] take you back to the crib The reaction I get [?] the fact that we actually here We ain't letting nothing from the past or the present interfere Your man have your back, shit he'd be right here, but he's not Anytime he around you be looking at the clock I hate to put you on the spot But you be telling me he dead to me, I'm doing what he not I know you feeling like it's better than it ever was You be telling me to tear it up And everything you ever heard about a real motherfucker laying it down was everything they said it was We goin' do it like we 'sposed to [?] We gon' do everything you want to Sick of all the drama that you've been through I don't understand it why you putting up with old dude I can tell it's getting a little confusing when I hold you You be telling me don't nobody know you the way I know you Problem is I got a lady at home too I know the role I play so what you goin' do?
[Verse 4] As soon as [?] When I've gotta look myself in the mirror While pretending that I do what I promised Some things stay private You assume all night I can't change my name and you can't change your eyelids Can't see the truth, [?] We fucked each other up trying to face it but didn't have a clue For the first time, I'm finally ready to say For the first time, the past can rest in pain