“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We’re just warming up.” – Chuck Palahniuk Last words, so hard to say through my mouth full of ashes. A last thought before I reel into darkness. Take it slow, take it slow, oh god take it slow. I came to, it was daylight, the sun burning holes in my skin. Standing over me she asked “Any last requests?” I said take it slow, take it slow, oh god take it slow. I want to feel this until my last breath.