1987 - Mesmerized By The Sirens [1991] - 07 - The Sawdust Scatter (16-20kj)
7. The Sawdust Scatter oscar herrera - vocals; allan kraut - drums; sam rosenthal - electronics
Restrictions in black, pressed against my forehead; a thousand tiny plates, drifting out to sea. carry all my thoughts away, empty me; taunt, the growing circle - plunge the knife, smile your blackest smile, go and laugh at me.
Demons on your shoulders, they laugh at me; at the one who falls so quickly, who's hurt so easily, (well you see) i never thought this was fun; you bitch, yes you hurt me. now you say you're done, dive for the floor, get lost in the shadow's, love. hate, vengeance, i said it wouldn't break me - as i felt everything drift away. crash on my chest, and watch the sawdust scatter - a little broken bag of bones, you tossed away,
the view from his vantage grew quite dark; as the plastic filled my brain, as my thoughts shut off. draw me out, to scatter my pieces; carelessly dropping everything over the edge of my world, where the walls slid in; the light withdrew, i'm left stranded here, you brought me a candle, i held it to your face - trying to burn you. trying to learn, your face ashen black, as you stripped your clothes - knowing you owned me. knowing Control.