I know Every life’s a movie We got different stars and stories We got different rights and mornings Our scenarios ain’t just boring I find this movie very amusing Everyday, I want to shoot it well I want to caress myself I want to caress myself
But you know, sometimes I really really hate myself To be honest, quite often, I really hate myself When I really hate myself, I go to Dduksum* I just stand there with the familiar darkness
With the people that are smiling And beer, which makes me smile Coming to me softly, Fear, which holds my hand It’s okay because everyone is in twos or threes It’d be nice if I had friends too
The world is just another name for despair My height is just another diameter for the earth I am all of my joy and anxiety It repeats everyday, Hey you, who’s looking over the Han River If we bump into each other while passing, would it be fate? Or maybe we bumped into each other in our past life Maybe we bumped into each other countless times
In the darkness, People look happier than the day Everyone else knows where they’re supposed to be But only I walk without purpose But still, blending in with them is more comfortable Dduksum, which has swallowed up the night Walks an entirely different path from me I want to be free I want to be free in freedom Because right now I’m happy but I’m unhappy I’m looking at myself At Dduksum
I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself
(T/N: *Name of the island that Namjoon goes to, to think/write lyrics)