surrender to the air, let the sky bare this soul. free and bright like a lodestar. leading to the sun, warming from both sides, nothing like these killing arms that suffocate true desire.
(i can't watch myself live to see the day where I break)
that day is flowing towards me. like waves gaining pace like tides that never change more swiftly. more evenly. more quietly. the endless cycle of give and take the careful words we have the guts to say the unfulfillment that has numbed my insides and sealed my fate. i have to give in to the ground below my feet as we edge closer to those final steps I can hear the earth begging: