Persistence of me devotion I can feel myself falling away Away from all the hardship down I deny myself the pain A quest to find the end To this suffering inside me Took refuge in your love absolute I cry your name as tears fall from my eyes
An endless river of suffering Flowed through my veins Choking on my flesh Trapped inside my body Drowning my soul in hate I was drowning in the tears that i cried drowning I was drowning in confusion Sinking deeper in your illusion I reject who i once was I refuse that i once was
And i refuce to let myself suffer and i refuse to fall into the pit you call happiness