i wish i could find the courage to stay but it's so much easier for me to run away at this moment everything seems so grey i want to step out of the shadows and into the day we can wait for a day that may never come is this life over or has it just begun there's too little time to not attack this problem and i've let myself rot away for far too long i don't care if i'm the only one out here we can try to ignore but that won't make it disappear i've been pointing the finger and placing the blame but after all this foolishness everything is still the same so cut those chains and try to take control of yourself how can i expect help from you if i won't help myself to live i had to find another way to live and if you want to live you'd better find another way.