However I can’t forget sadness; in this frustration I can’t remember How far away is the end of this boring song Where have I always been? And what I dreamt of while sleeping How many times, how many times have I been afraid to forget it?
Although in that voice of yours there was sorrow You were secluding yourself but I still want To memorize where’s the door, just smile Inside my mouth it has always, always hurt And even my index finger is somehow scaring
I don’t understand why people make promises; the truth is something I have never said The words inside my head have always confused me but It’s only that, only that
There are things I can’t forget, but it’s only that They have never disappeared, I’m smiling
You fight just once, you even feel pain just once And yet, I have never understand in what I’m entwined Where have I always been? But what I dreamt of while sleeping How many times, how many times have I forget it?
The tragic, pessimistic myself Will ruin today and tomorrow To be alive, and to cheat I still think there’s a difference
There are things I can’t remember, entwining me I firmly step forward; it’s not a bad thing
“I already hate this world” I can say, but I just want to be loved I’ve always, always wanted to go away, in a distant place Reconciling with that world But still, if now, if tomorrow Won’t change, everything will disappear
There are things I can’t forget, but it’s only that They have never disappeared, I’m smiling Far away