Hailie's Song (2002) (first love in medvedkovo) (now Nast)
[Intro] Yo I can't sing it I feel like singin I wanna fucking sing Cos i'm happy Yeh, i'm happy HaHa I got my baby back Yo, check it out
[Verse #1 Sung] Some days i sit, staring out the window Watchin' this world pass me by Sometimes i think theres nothing to live for I almost break down and cry
Sometimes i think i'm crazy I'm crazy, oh so crazy Why am i here, am i just wasting my time?
But then i see my baby Suddenly i'm not crazy It all makes sense when i look into her eyes
[Chorus] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin' on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me
[Verse #2 Sung] My baby girl [hailey laughs] keeps gettin' older I watch her grow up with pride People make jokes, cos they don't understand me They just don't see my real side
I act like shit, don't phase me, Inside it drives me crazy My insecurities could eat me alive
But then i see my baby Suddenly i'm not crazy It all makes sense when i look into her eyes
[Chorus]
[Verse #3 Rapped] Yeh and if i could sing, i'd keep singing this song to my daughter If i could hit the notes, i'd blow something as long as my father To show her how i feel about her, how proud i am that i got 'er God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't [censored] (abort her)
Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma, But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest Cos there's a lot of shit i keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' ma soul, And just know that i grow colder the older i grow This boulder on my shoulder that gets heavy and harder to hold And this load is like the weight of the world And i think my neck is breaking should i just give up Or try to live up to these expectations? now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself, But i got a wife who's determined to make my life living hell But i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else But the years that i've wasted are nothing to the tears that ive tasted So here's what I'm facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman I've taken bats to people' backs, bent over backwards for this woman Man, i shoulda seen it comin, why'd i stick my penis uppin? Woulda ripped the pre-nup if i'd seen what she was fuckin But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more I got my baby, maybe the only lady that i adore, Hailie So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted Its like the greatest gift you can get The weight has been lifted
And now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin' on me Cuz my baby knows that her Daddy's a Soldier Nothin' can take her from me
[Outro - Spoken] Woow! I told you, i can't sing. Oh well, i tried Hailie, remember when i said If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there? Well guess what, daddy's here. And i ain't goin nowhere baby I love you (kiss)