As I'm altering tomorrow all the bitter thoughts of the past are mangling the unsuspected shadow of time deserting the unseen side of soul My lost youth which I've spilled for the open cup of life The dreams I've had, forgotten deaths are tearing apart my upset mind As I stared the rainbow while my life's slipping from my hands the dark appears to the sky bringing thoughts of the past Releasing shadows Guilts of innocence throwing away the memories of hate starting up again in the mausoleum of life hunting all the fantasies on an empty sky Times that they're haunting the inaccessible sights refusing my existence while they are living away