"there you are, no there you are i thought i saw you at the park but i am not allowed
to come you, to come to you no matter how much i want to tell you i'm sorry
for making this, for making this the hardest thing you ever did but i wasn't alone
you came by in your fathers car and wouldn't leave until it had gotten dark she's not dumb, she knows everything you came by with a little smirk that said i touched her before work i know she knows everything you came by with a little plan that said i fucked her before class i'm not dumb, you know everything you came by and i was puking up everything i considered love i'm not dumb, i know everything."