Fredrik Thordendal's Special Defects - Sol Niger Within | Текст песни

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Все не поместилось.

I'm seraph. I'm snake.
controlled. pre-programmed entrapped soul.
extraneous powers conditions my mind.
I'm vermin. I'm fake.
causality ignores the persecutory illutions of free will.
morality justifies no cause.
beyond reason: we eat. reproduce and die.
a genetically conditioned psychomotor machine.
I'm seraph. I'm snake. an evolutionary mistake.

entering hellbound dominion. acid rain.
human mortification. hades glows red-hot.
howling mind accelerates. trapped in this time-knot.
place there is none: we go backward and forward. and there is no place.
horror or infinity. internal draught
floor a tempest. sanitorium?
who are you? why are you here?
no chemical aid. no keys. no doors. walls or locks.
wing-dipped phoenix. ashes: you asshole!
immolate reliance: suffocate defiance.
(ephemeral slimy fluids. soft entrails. squishy. squashy worms. we're
nothing but germs.)
cardboard figure. skeletal man. in venomous confinement.
new dawning of fate. no exit from this torment. sickness and hate.
all in vain. everlasting suffering in pain.
constricting steel headbands. adrenaline boil.
temperature rise. pressure succeed.
in crushing my skull. destroying my seed.
divine epiphany of pyrocatharsis.
internal ascension to skyward domains.
preparation for rebirth.
my existence precedes the origin of the universe
I, deliverer of god. organizer of solar systems.
heaven is lasting. earth is enduring.
i am forever and you are of me.
sweating. swirling on sheets of torture beach.
malignant cancer objects. impinge upon space.
euclidean nausea. dimensions outraged.
(limbs disjointed with iron hook. eyes torn from sockets.
flesh torn apart. scraped off them bones. bent out of shape.)
trilogy of life faces sea of death.
demons begin their march. down. down. deeper down. down the brain stem.
bending the kundalini sacrum.
ant out of my behind and climb back in.
tibetan goddess ral gcing ma:
show me your spine and everything's fine.
I sing in colors.
my mother is god. my father is god. my brothers. my sisters. all are god.
god to the right. god to the left. god overhead (god o.d./UFOria overdose.)
christ-encounter of the fourth kind.
battle within begin. life after life. death after death.
suffer. die. resurrect. all those karmas in my face.
further and further away from grace.
cut to pieces. death house walls me in.
bodily dismemberment. renewal of organs. celestial ascent.
blown out of proportion. perfect-wrong
heathen distortion. in diabolical disguise.
three-dimensional evaporation. melting ground.
liquid skies downpouring. crumbling into chaos. mind alive?

avoiding reality. we dare not to face the truth.
we all lie to ourselves. immersed in deceit.
biochemical apparatus. screened out from truth.
exceedingly stupid. slender debris.
in ignorance we are condemned to decease.
parallel dimensions: on frequencies sublime.
hidden for millenia to earthbound mind. girded with lies.
reality until now. delusional abbreviation.
unearthly codes deciphered at last.
an eternal presence. a moment without a past.
reality transfigured. still the same.
in deafening silence. all things flow.
a pulsating vessel. presence: rising. falling. in and out.
the eschaton is calling from the end of time.
they can't fool me. wearing human faces. they're nothing but resonance
frequencies escaping the grasp of my mind.
waveforms are spinning out of control.
leaking into parallel dimensions. my mind is turned inside out.
exteriorized mind. (perceptually overstimulated.) my insides are pouring
out.
bombardment from outside. (which is now my inside.)
unearthly thought waves overcharge my brain circuits.
not lost. but gone before.
deposited at the brink of time. across the borders of infinity.
atomized state. crystalized existence.

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