Standing in the back of the line I feel the others try to push me Down and keep it away from me Grabbing at the one thing that I know is mine
Can't you see me with my head to the floor Feel the recklessness of absolute desperation Valued sentimental pieces of the life I thought I held in my hands
Why do I always try To better what I am Can't I realize That I've always been sinking
Failing everyday It only helps to aggravate The sickening feeling Inside that won't go away
Fall down Pick yourself up and fall down This is what it's like to be me, me Can't you see what I see
Why do I always try To better what I am Can't I realize That I've always been sinking
What I am is what I feel But what I feel is nothing real And what I know is all I want Is to be saved from this spot Is to be saved from this spot
Why do I always try To better what I am Can't I realize That I've always been sinking