We both went to the 12 Rods show And pretended not to see each other The only thing we swore would never happen No matter what else did And I don't really blame you, I suppose Lord knows it was a perfect letdown But I remember feeling like The only people in any crowded room
I'm still trying to convince myself I don't care if you think I'm an asshole I'm still trying to convince myself I hope you're happy now
Now you're making jokes at my expense Whatever makes you smile And holding hands with a formerly mutual friend Whatever makes you feel strong
I'm still trying to convince myself I don't care if you think I'm an asshole I'm still trying to convince myself I hope you're happy now
When you base Your whole identity On reaction against somebody It's the same as being in love You look so happy I hope it's not a performance for my sake
I'm still trying to convince myself I don't care if you think I'm an asshole I'm still trying to convince myself I hope you're happy now
I'm still trying to convince myself I deserve a silent treatment I'm still trying to convince myself That I never knew you I never knew you, oh
When you base Your whole identity But I'm asking for your forgiveness 'Cause you know I meant no harm And I'm kind of ashamed I can't say I behaved well But I'm asking for your forgiveness 'Cause you know I meant no harm And I'm kind of ashamed