The dawn this morning penetrated Through my windows and elated me Who never thought to wait For such an unexpected gift. The sky was just a bit less grey And then a confidential ray Of sunlight fell on my bouquet Of plastic flowers like a kiss. It shone upon my few possessions, On my failures, on my passions And exposed without compassion The self-hate I can't resist. But maybe hate is in the past For hope has come to me at last To let me dare remove my mask, Doff my mask, no more mask.
I want to change my point of view I want to start my life anew And brave the world without my mask.
But I had barely stepped outside When I felt the enemy hiding there Behind the scenes they spied On me and dogged my every move. And every surreptitious glance Cuts through my heart just like a lance And I can never stand a chance Of ever making them approve.
You whose eyes fill me with fear Please accept me as I am. You who ridicule and jeer, Who consign me to the damned, Your indifference is plain But I'm flesh and blood like you. We're not different - we're the same And I need affection too. You who talk of charity Spew your filth all over me. Your abuse falls thick and fast Making me regret my mask. Quick a mask, a mask, my mask. My mask You tried to hunt me down like prey, You tried to make me turn at bay, But still you couldn't keep away The love I felt deep in my bones. And so in spite of your contempt, I shall endure a last attempt To reach the one that heaven sent So I would never be alone. Yet just the minute I laid eyes Upon my love I realised The same mask that I wore disguised The face I longed to call my own.
Goodbye to courtship's lovely dance, The plague had won. We lost our chance. Our skin was welded to our masks To our masks, our masks.
We would have loved to run and throw Ourselves into each other's soul, To strip defenceless, to console, To seize our hearts, to seize our hips. But our fears barricade us still For when we try to speak at will Our words are masked and set to kill "I love you" trembling on our lips. So once again we don't intrude, We don't dare leave our solitude. And separately we spend our strength To keep each other at arms length. Indifferent and unattached, Two strangers locked behind our masks