Secrets - Interlude (Album Growing Pains) by Luis_Corona
Chorus Who do you think you are taking what wasn’t yours/ The innocence I once adored was stripped away behind closed doors/ The enemies inside my home but who would ever listen to me and all the secrets that you made me keep/ Verse 1 Rains on my window pane/ Darkness surrounding me/ Footsteps outside my door/ Right now I’m sound asleep/ The door it opens slowly and I can hear it slightly/ But I don’t move or even look to see who it might be/ Some bodies next to me there weight is on my bed/ My covers pulling back a hand is on my leg/ I wanna sneak and peak but I just can’t seem to let myself/ Is my father checking me I’m nine and I often wet myself/ I have no options fear got me to gripped to even move/ Suppose to protect but abusing me now im so confused/ So many emotions with/ His sweat dripping in lay there motionless/ hoping this nightmares soon to be over with/ Holding back cries my mind is racing/ Closed eyes like I’ve not awaken/ I’d rather die than be in tho situation/ As he leaves I knew this secret I’d bury and hide/ But hiding this secret I just seem to be buried alive/
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Who do you think you are taking what wasn’t yours/ The innocence I once adored was stripped away behind closed doors/ The enemies inside my home but who would ever listen to me/ and all the secrets that you made me keep/ And it’s tearing me apart
Verse 2 I’m older on my own now I’m grown now/ But this secret still won’t leave me alone now/ wow I felt my innocence melt away/ was living promiscuous freely giving my self away/ Why would I protect you truth I would hide and cover/ Would anyone believe how could I tell my mother/ Confusion turned to sadness/ Sadness led to me stressing/ stressing led to the anger/ anger lead to depression / Then I was arrested by a truth that would truly free me/ The gospel gripped my heart showed me how the father see me/ Biblical counseling brothers & sisters in my midst/ Help me endure it though what happened I’d never forget/ But I do have a hope that I do truly know/ In heaven every memory will be whiter than snow/ So though I struggle to forgive you I fight cause I must/ I must forgive you cause I know he’s forgiven me much/ Chorus . . . vk.com/luis_corona