yesterday I saw a kid kicking a rock as he walked along I found it poetic and slightly romantic and beautiful it reminded me of the kind of thing that a child would do it made feel less ashamed about being afraid to grow up but I am afraid
I need a job, but I don't wanna get one I love my dad, but I don't wanna be one I need money, but I don't wanna make it gotta be happy. I guess I'll fucking fake it
I saw this kid I knew standing in line at the rite aid instead of saying hi I pretended not to see him and I hid it reminded me of the kind of thing only I would do it make me think how cliche that I should be afraid of talking to people but I am afraid
I need friends. I've already got some I need fun. I'll say I've had a lot so I need to cheer up. Well maybe I should try it I need help, but I don't really want it