[Verse 1] It all started yesterday, and now I can't think about nothing Is it real, I know this can't be heaven sent Wish I could dream it all away And now all I need is a drug That can help me make it through another day Maybe its just me it won't let me be And I don't really know what it is that keeps bothering me But I'm saying
[Hook] (Why me?) I wanna know how it is To see the sun shining Even when it isn't (Why me?) I dont wanna know how it is To hear me say its all love when it isn't (Why me?) I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear (Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feels if you didn't cheer
How can he handle this Too many damages He hit the nail right on the head But never knew right where the hammer was Don't think so loud dont let them hear you scream Baby its even bigger than it seems
[Verse 2] Now, now, now crazy is an act alike Getting better in the after life or maybe not Maybe I can ask her why the normality passed me by why when I'm a titan Continue to breathe it dependent on people to get my mental state Am I meant for this? The Christian Krizz just have to wait Pictures getting clearer it ain't me in the mirror See its that other nigga only his egos bigger And he'll pull the tigger when I usually hesitate And he'll go on 'em when I'm steadly saying wait Now I'm just a shell of myself I dont want anybodies help Maybe I do maybe I do this for you This is my own hell Is there a bottle some kind type posion in it A different god I can pray to Some type of god to defix Maybe its just me it won't let me be And I'm to helpless, I guess
[Hook] (Why me?) I wanna know how it is To see the sun shining Even when it isn't (Why me?) I don't wanna know how it is To hear me say its all love when it isn't (Why me?) I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear (Why me?) I dont wanna know how it feels if you didn't cheer How can he handle this Too many damages He hit the nail on the head But never knew right where the hammer was Don't think so loud don't let 'em hear you scream Maybe its even bigger than it seems
[Verse 3] How big is the fight in me Frightfully fighting night to be day I'm wishing that wifey would knife me for spiteful things that I say Excuse me for thinking this way, I'm a little bit pessimistic They sending blessing this way I guess I must of missed 'em See my teary eyes through my Ray-Bans Turning off the world and still looking for some amens The girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans, they dance Look in the mirror wanna see me Well here's their chance
(Speaking) Hope you like what you see Okay Hope you like what you see Why me Kali Baby Okay