Beyond interpretation Unable to designate The moment you made my confusion Turn into self-hate.
You used me to get off And when my lips move to spell rape I disconnect from my body, All of my insides ache.
Put me into my place Told me what I deserve Showed me how I should be treated, Called me a pervert.
I bought it all, I submit. You were violent and cold. All the pain you inflicted, Yet I took it all.
That moment I thought I would die No, I was already dead You killed something inside me I never knew I had.
How can I regain my confidence When you mixed it with dirt? And what about this numbness? It becomes so overt.
When you held me submitted When it made you so horny What went through your mind What was in your heart? Do you have a heart? Or are you an amputy? Just like you made me