do you know how much time it took you build the nerve to finally call you only to find out, that you had gone far away. there was something I held onto, you're gone, so what can I do? just to see your face would make it all ok you left me last summer (i wonder) is there something I forgot to say? now I am left here to suffer do you feel the same way? and now I find out that I can't make it here on my own so tell me when did I lose control? what have I done? you can find I'll be gone for a while every day I watch you walk by, and every sencond just seemed to fly by lost in the thought of you and I eternally crushed again I start to pray some day you will finally come back do you realize what you meant to me? (gone for way too long)