Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again
Chorus: I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Сause inside I realize That I'm the one Confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm Breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options Left again
Chorus.
I'll paint it on the walls 'Сause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends