I'd love to hate you and I hate to say good bye Although it's real I've been living in a lie The more I know the more I hate I have to run I deceive myself It's like necking with a gun
For this time I start to realize that Life's a bitch She hits you in the face and gives the tender Judas kiss Every thought is like salt in my wounds Until they're scarred I think she's bothering you too
In a different place No expectations just our will I am losing you pace by pace You're beyond beautiful
In a different place No expectations just our will When I look at your perfect face You're beyond beautiful
I hate to love you but I do I can't deny I found myself by losing you in bitter lies It's 5 past 12 maybe I was still too young I will hurt myself by hurting you on my ego run
In a different place No expectations just our will For the last time your perfect face Pale and dead
When I carry you to your grave You're beyond beautiful