How come, my guide in darkness How come, this force destroyed it
The thoughts go numb and they like it In need of scream The limbs go slack and they like it In need of everything
It's the year that ruined all joy It's the year that ruined all peace It's the year that ruined all trust It's the year that ruined all
Limbo of solitude raised on estrangement Steam for my dream and wish has run out Struggle for anything looks so inane When all hopes are long gone
I exist thus I'm in fear I exist thus I'm in strain It exists only in despair That's the reason to abstain What does my striving mean for this Unsatisfied desire
[The grey machine of reality Pass on me another ticket A warm welcome to another nightmare
What can be more hostile to humanity Than the world itself? I exist thus I'm in fear]
I stand alone I'm swimming through weary days It's round and round I'm sinking without a trace