three weeks were passing while I was laughing laughing in the winds playing around me
hard and cold hearted an armour of secrets curled and wrapped for me clinging like a skin and she said you will break all this is hate and it is not helping you and she said I will take all you have made and reshape it in love of you all for you
she tore at my face she try to erase me I watched it happen over and over and then I watched it happen she spat out my words she threw them in my face and I watched it happen word upon word and then I watched happen I watch it happening and I walk away
three weeks are passing and still I was laughing watching like a hawk for your move on me the swoop in for the slow kill the long and ligering death-knell
hidden wistfully in what a lover sees
those three weeks were nothing and they never are anything and I am always laughing