I said goodbye to my baby at airport security I waved her off then i broke down because i never meant for her to leave I hurt her like i've never hurt anyone before I really fucked it up I let her be as vulnerable as possible and then i abused her trust
I love her but that it not enough When i don't understand, i don't' have the answers She tells me that i need to grow up Well for you my love i will
She gave me everything she had to give She risked all she knew she could But I shut down I disconnected like I knew deep down I would But i didn't leave it there i abandoned her in panic Cause i'm terrified of confronting my fears She tells me that she loves me but i caused her so much pain That's the thing I don't deserve to hear
I love her but that is not enough When I act without feeling and I feel without acting She tells me that i need to work on my stuff Well for you my love I will
This love, i never felt something so real So electric so forgiving so humble and uplifting If i could tumble to the ground then i would kneel At your feet and love you like you need me to love you But my mind is like a scattering of birds Migrating north into the bitter frozen isolated winter I can't love you when I don't know the way for myself But I'll find my way, I'll find my way
I broke you when you looked to me for safety What is safety when your heart is being used as a shelter Take your anger baby feel it hate me if you think its better I will take it, i'll endure it after all i made you suffer