oh, wooden vortex if it could record information it’d play like a phonograph black mist condensed in the air that flows into your hair and molds in my hands and falls away like backwards rain and you feel something but dont know what to say so you go: ooo
oh i am lukewarm on an infinite plane and it still feels the same i am pregnant with half baked ideas for a flash i cease to exist in relation to only myself and then my nose comes into view this dewdrop world’s a morning nuisance for your shoes ooo
(The Glowing Silver Orb)
the glowing silver orb, appearing blue, does not appear. the fire sizzles like bacon on lesbian satanists in an old french movie.
the walls pounds away at the air with our breath, and with the smoke from cigarettes which occasionally takes the place of breath, we push back. no. into the land of all seriousness we argue and create things that are new as each moment flows through them, unstable explosions- trying to fool our senses or something...
so stamens slivered from the blonde, bellowing stomach of the table, gutted and guttural, but huge and veined, made of fluid wood that gives way to the touch like flesh. swirling and growing...
and like a flash of thunder in the peripherals, the pollen dug into to the talons of bird, who attempted to perch who was both golden and blue, like splinters.
and in a blur of movement drilled into the walls, hanging her there by her feet.
I lay my hands upon the back of the... Ah! cool to the touch... -the bird, the birds back, the bird is metal, but then feathers, feathers in the metal, within, without. like the blue and gold, not spotted or separated, but... simultaneous.
I feel these are words that would be truer in Braille.
So here are my hands amongst all this wood and metal, and yellow light, and lack of night stars.
Here are my hands again, far from the clouds that won’t show their true purple, whose electric souls do battle with laziness, who tell me, “I don’t have a soul, I am just a sum-of-parts.”
Here, are my hands wondering if all this wood and metal isn’t flesh? or just as good? It beats like the pumping or arteries.
So here are my hands wondering what I can reach into and what I can pull out. fumbling for things to turn into profit, demonstrating in the air, talking with cool ease, now pocketed.
Here are my hands, amongst all this wood and metal and I don’t know what to do with them. I would give them to you, if you could truly receive them. They are made of are made of wood and metal, I realize,
that gives way to the touch like flesh.
they, too, are a shimmering simultaneity of every color, they are sonorous whales, they are a multiplicity of dancing electric charges, a million subtly flickering layers, they are like everything else. and like everything else, they are infinitely specific. they are not the same as they were a moment ago these are my new hands, sifting through primordial goo, hoping to touch something absolute, and in the meanwhile searching for your hands- or the cardinal directions of your stomach. resting on your cheeck, yet filled with all that dancing electricity!
here are my new hands, the same as your hands, as wood and metal, as fire, as plaster and air, as a tomato, as a seven pound hempen shirt, as vast and endless space.