Always wanted to be another one than me Always wanted to be not that what you see I keep on hurting me there I will never reach that I struggle to conceal trying to get glad A mirror in mind - Reflecting another one Words through black veil - unloading the gun Through all my weakness I found force I reached uniqueness theres no remorse Weeping - Sticking the head into the sand I longed for someone to show me the end Tried to find God in my weakest days I finnally found that it is me to raise