I can barely run from my anxiousness Climbing trees to hide from disappointment Every word I try to express, comes out so meaningless I want to attend my own funeral I want to know what it feels like To have that moment of peace Where I finally get to sleep,
I am just a weathered soul, a weakening heart With old bones like everyone else, trying to reason with my head in this mess Like a rotting boat, floating murky water; aimless from now on Portaits of my depression are hung up along the cemetery walls
I am just a weathered soul, drowning in regret Another window, is closed, for daily happiness
I'd love, a silent, night, But what's worse than nothing, is living, Waking up, waking up afraid
I fold my knees up to my chest wrapping my arms around them, I feel the frost, blister my hands, trying to get my attention & the lack of sleep would be the anchor to this mess,
I'm not a fool trying to grasp this, the pointlessness of happiness,