I wish to begin with a kiss and find the evergrey to flood, to fill one more delusion that satisfies my woes… One dream, one breath, One more flat line to pace, Another night I tolerate The filthy shit that seems to be my face. Another night goes by… I need a sound, I need a voice that speaks my name, A different eye to recognize The tortured fiend that used to be myself. Beneath my secret smile, I lick my curse. Another fading light, Another night. I wish, to become the machine I so despise and feast on cries, To dissolve and fly and drown inside my ugly lies… I wish to sleep, I wish to smile, Deep down inside I wish that covered my denial. It’s growing darker with each breath