i just hope that one day we can be together from what i saw the problems aren't getting any better this isn't about you its about me coping with my own reality an ugly soul leaning into perfection and isn't that fucking great i can't remember anything my love feels weak oh god help me please kill my infatuation with an "i hate you leave me be" (leave me be) i am afraid is this even real help me understand (help me understand) i just hope that one day we can be together from what i saw your problems aren't getting any better this is about you its about us coping with our own reality an ugly soul leaning into perfection