It's been two years and I only feel worse when everything's perfect I still find a way to get hurt And now I'm afraid I'll never be good enough of a friend, I'm scared you'll get bored and we wont keep in touch Yeah, I barely call except when there's something wrong or nothing to do when days get long
And you're there to talk It's always nothing A familiar voice I feel alright Yeah you're the first one I call when I feel like nothing You're the one there to talk until I say I'm fine
It took me so long to admit that I'm giving up on holding this pose I've been acting around all the people I love and I wouldn't know how to be like myself anymore Yeah, I've been trying so hard to remember who I was before
And you're there to talk It's always nothing A familiar voice I feel alright Yeah you're the first one I call when I feel nothing You're the one there to talk until I say I'm fine.