Kept away from the mirror for a quarter century A handful of dirt and mouthful of worms reveal my destiny Obstructed in the pursuit of infinite expansion Repressions protect from harsh truths Flight from reality, Freedom from passive contingency
Look on as history’s heroes are slaughtered and we feebly reconstruct Forsake agape to invest in eros, Swelling demoniac rage
The god of the atheists Shepherd drawing the wayward flock Spires that pierce the heaves Forever unbound from biological clock
Impregnate every succubus and Burn the flag I used to wave Can I fulfill self-regeneration In sending my father to his grave? Reprobate only ambition the endless dynasty I crave Can I fulfill self-regeneration In sending my father to his grave?
Enthrone myself the king of the anarchists Lead an army through genocidal campaigns Stomp through foreign roads Erecting monuments that put Lincoln and Lenin to shame
Exiled from Eden, I'll still ration the forbidden fruit As the eagle feasts on my liver, I'll share the warmth of stolen fire with you
Death will kneel to kiss my feet to make time stand still is my vow Causa sui project spills from my lips, I need to be your ‘Thou’ Submerged, negated, humbled and castrated until now Causa sui project spills from my lips, I need to be your ‘Thou’ Quaking beneath the burden of humanity winding down, the delicate flowers once in full bloom are going to wilt & brown Denial will not change the facts nor distinction nor renown, the delicate flowers, now in full bloom are going to wilt & brown
Death will kneel to kiss my feet to make time stand still is my vow Causa sui project spills from my lips, I need to be your ‘Thou’ Submerged, negated, humbled and castrated until now Causa sui project spills from my lips, I need to be your ‘Thou’
Fears eclipsed by the tide, ephemeral ecstasy The corpulent crows, the trail of dead souls preserve this legacy Elegy unto the stardust successor Unveiled the vital lie Anyone can play god, yet death won't be denied.