Unspeakable suffering is my daily existence As frailly as I’m gifted, as daily as I’m lifted I’m dropped into Abysses colossal Fissures at the bottom of the Cosmic Ocean Forgotten in the holes where my demons left me It doesn’t seem to stress me but it’s only on the surface If only it could dawn that my purpose is beyond this Shaitan & Caitanya’s pawn at the same time My sane rhymes guide me, provide me with insight Dim & bright is my future simultaneously I’m heinously inclined towards the looters of my mind Jewels divine in it, so the fools & swine mimic & gobble them, that’s the problem with Sodom If you cast things for all to behold You’ll be robbed of your gold, Even robbed of your soul By the throngs of ghouls, I sing this song of noble ascension After my total descent into madness There’s only one way to go Once you hit rock bottom The lonely weight of my soul Is something like a mist Of forgotten stardust, I’m something of a mystic With the thoughts of a martyr, A lost artist painting pictures faintly depicting the tainted fixtures Of our less than saintly existence How could we fathom the bottomless rift We exist in, we’re like abyssal creatures Surrounded by darkness & madness With sorrowful gifts in the distance We glimpse them & greet them, Astoundingly harness them in a fashion that matches the horrors that grasp us, We clash them with swords As we slash & blast through the hordes, Of noxious, toxic forces The gospels report us As the darkest of lords & sinful creatures But since they’ve been breached by impostors They’re not to be trusted I’m unconvinced of the speeches Of the apostles of Jesus they’re lost in the legions of agnostic demons Till they’re eventually rebirthed & lifted Read the centuries of cursive scripts That fathered the passages of Genesis the gods authored, Grasp it in these sentencesOf lost & forgotten masters premises My combat stims are these songs rapped to djinns till the dawn’s black... We’re all pawns when we lack what’s within